In my school days,
I started to live in a dormitory as I entered a high school which was far away from my home.
I had a very hard time staying there because of many rules and restrictions in addition to interferences from senior students.
Whenever I went home, I complained to my parents and bugged them to rent a room for me. Although I knew that I should stay in the dormitory to ease the burden on my household budgets, I used to tell them exaggeratedly about the inconvenience of my dorm life, just desiring to live a comfortable life. However, my nagging did not work, and I had to stay in the dormitory throughout the three years of my high school life.
Come to think of it, I believe that I was able to finish my school safely without going astray because I stayed in the dormitory; I was able to concentrate fully on my studies while living regularly according to a fixed schedule and eating nutritionally balanced meals, staying warm in winter and cool in summer. However, I only found it uncomfortable and inconvenient that I should live according to the fixed schedule and put the whole group in the dorm first before myself, without thinking that it would help me cultivate the right living habits and become considerate of others.
It is the same in the spiritual world. Keeping God’s laws at their appointed times and putting the Teachings of Heavenly Mother into practice are all for the benefit of my soul, not for controlling me. Without knowing this, do I not just keep complaining to God Elohim, thinking that things do not go as planned? I examine myself to see if I am still an immature child who just causes anxiety to both my physical parents and spiritual Parents, Father Ahnsahnghong and God the Mother.
WS Kim from Korea